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[nihkee_moolah]

These days I'm getting more and more ape shit. I'm afraid even pictures of beautiful boys won't save my angry, bloodthirsty soul now. I'm ready to start a fight anytime now and I'm plotting 26 discourse topics as I speak. Life is meaningless. Throwing people out of balconies means the same now as throwing out the person who kept throwing out people of balconies of their own balcony. What's good and bad. I'm being tormented by at least two clashing beliefs in my head. I hate this life. I wish politics didn't exist and everyone was able to do whatever they wanted while being kinda respectful to everyone else. Why is me expressing my not liking of a belief equals free speech violation. Can I have a day when I don't have to ask myself these questions all the time, be it consciously or not. What's the meaning of life anyway